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As I Walked Into the Middle of the Night Squinting

by Ben Ross

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1.
1 01:34
He says But you don’t know You kind of love When someone holds The night by its toes and All the adjectives fall out His life of me is gone I can’t stand to hear of it for long Put on a game or something And yet and out and along For hours in a snowstorm An instant longer, in the summer dawn I smell the places we used to go They shouldn’t be back this way again
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2 01:22
March lands hard and low Redressing who’s been wintering in the den No one should back out that way again Frozen lakes are plunked Round the region Like the free paper You’re supposed to go out And scream on them Fall through the ice And be rescued again
3.
3 02:46
March winds blow In the alley below Midnight someone Presses hard and holds Nothing moves But you Draw on it later The whole experience shatters Aw, he baked a batch of letters Put on your nicest hands and hug his mother The towns we saw together I’ll pull like taffy Leave them on the median where the bad kids gather Come close for a kiss and the remote and a kiss I threw my gaze around the room all night Like a spear I hate it here The white sky looked drunk As I ducked into a meadow of early lilacs breaking
4.
4 01:57
To other endings open I for a moment At the passenger side window am Cross out the animals Come rest in the dashboard children campuses The aperture shatters He’s in Houston with a business plan where party people gather Stop calling, they’ll never be together Don’t instruct me, I’m the air we breathe My ground teeth power dreams No music feathers my screams Close the shutters It’s ill out, things are what they seem
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5 00:42
Do you ever think of — No Put on your pants and go The frozen lakes don’t move Smooched eggs and toast For a nation of lovers Wake up to them Dripping down the wall The whole apartment spattered
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6 03:33
As I smacked into the puddle of his life singing His hands built monuments and knocked them down There’s no sound like the present Beating on the dashboard like a bat If we wait until dawn The animals in the backyard stay hidden And dawn doesn’t come They should be backing up this way and then To get to get to Don’t wake up today You know what I sleep for you for All the scars in the sky They desire to lie So they call their lies desires
7.
7 01:32
This mini city’s too pretty Its miseries suffer extra Look out at the neverending green The darling restaurant-bars And start pretending Here’s you in a windowseat A little miniseries With letters in your hair I know you love that sweet coffee drink Here’s a little shot of you With a little cup of it In a little seat So. We called called called you home Where were you when Five years February gone Holding a beer at a busy party None of your coats were warm enough You made all the doors look open I put his desires out with the recycling
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8 02:18
He came over and made me Go out tonight Don’t be afraid of the scary sky But hundreds of thousands Are still without power The branches on the path Don’t admire how It just lasts In a weekend cabin To do some pretending I hate it here The past is ending Here are you Get up and put on a book or something As lake is to frozen lake Understanding to standing Desire and desire Are panting and heaving Let’s get out of bed and start leaving
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9 00:43
All the freed light spatters The branches on the path Are at odds It’s not God
10.
10 02:43
Ah, the frozen lakes don’t move me The bad kids are screaming Their lungs out on the ice When their lifetimes come They’ll be disappointed But only as disappointed As when dinner’s brisket I pull down my stockings Don’t — the TV repeats Slow show on Repeat after me After me March winds blow Doors close Lakes do and lakes do and Books stay closed Start walking and out and along and You know how to walk clear out of town All the way to Taco Bell Called you for so long I learned how to do it without a phone
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11 02:48
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12 02:46
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13 03:19

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released September 27, 2015

Lyrics adapted from "As I Walked Into the Middle of the Night Squinting" by Lucy Biederman. You should probably buy the chapbook from Red Bird, with original artwork, found here: www.redbirdchapbooks.com/store/p85/As_I_Walked_Into_the_Middle_of_the_Night_Squinting%C2%A0_by_Lucy_Biederman_and_Susan_Solomon.html

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Ben Ross Brooklyn, New York

I write music. I'm interested in adapting literary works and writing for the theater. I play a couple instruments, occasionally sing, and record at home.

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